Someone said once "Don't hang your dirty laundry in public" or something to that effect. WHY you would hang dirty laundry, instead of clean laundry to dry, is beyond me- but what I can tell from that statement is... there's no need to talk about anything too personal. Welcome to the diary of generic girly thoughts.
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2005-06-21 - 7:40 p.m. - synopsis
crazy things a-kilter. just cos i don't take the time to vamp up something doesn't mean i'm not creative. motherfucker. that was my only gift. ever just lose yourself? yeah. this weekend- i think my mind went back a year or so. then. coming back here. and seeing him and those roses. and telling him and not being able to feel anything why? and smoking, like a chimney, i've never smoked like that. we sat in his jeep and smoked. for so long. and didn't talk. it wasn't cheating. and i didn't have to tell him. but didn't he deserve to know? batman was a horrible movie, we left. "Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon.." over and over again in my head, I always wondered if i'd ever have an issue that related to that song. and there it was. matt. freiji. matt freiji who randomly brought me a dozen roses. matt freiji who plays with my foot and says "here- is a liz ankle. and a liz toe"...matt freiji who kisses me on the nose and says "you...are my little girl" which is weird. but...very cute. i told him that when he cheated on me- i thought, but his lips are mine. not in the sense of OWNERSHIP... but. I never want him to feel the way I did, betrayed. He said it felt weird for him to kiss me, and he would have to forget about what happened- but he never will, i never did. until now. this is one of those things where you have to lean backwards against each other and just trust. and now, hillary and i are off to have more fun with each other, then matt. my two and only loves.
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