Well, I am currently discussing how to do this mall thing with Maria.

How to get past her parents.

I don't want her to lie, really I don't!!!

But I'm so... so mad at myself.

how could I let that happen? How could I want that to happen? Why did i let it happen?

That fight! I could have prevented it!!!!! I did but then, I don't know.

I don't...

I don't know

Argh! I just want to be best friends again like always.

but we can't because of me.

I wish,.... I wish, wish,

I wish wishes that could never come true.

I wish to move back, I wish wishes about Maria, about Chris, about State College,

I wish wishes about myself!

Maybe I'll get some social skills.

I wonder if he knows that I like him

he probably does, haven't I made it obvious enough?

I wonder if Maria's parents read her diary. I hope not.

x hours away.

x is my fear of x hours away x minutes before I colapse one more time x hours to drive to x amount of knowledge x hours away

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