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2001-10-15 - 9:26 p.m. - stupid I talked to him on the phone and I don't know what happens now. I don't know where we go from here. Either nothing happens, or something happens. Stupid me, stupid me for dumping him, stupid me for thinking these things that aren't true, stupid me for making up stories, stupid me for letting stupid lust develope, stupid me for just everything, stupid me for telling those people, stupid me for wrecking whatever hope I may have had, stupid me for trusting her, stupid me for trying so hard then not trying at all, stupid me. STUPID! DAMNIT, STUPID! so so so stupid he didn't know why i dumped him, he had no idea what was going on, and he didn't care very much. He talked about it, but wasn't really bothered by it or anything. Why am I so stupid? Stupid, stupid, stupid stupid... If I'd have never done anything this would have been okay. If... if if if if if if if! :stupid: but, I'll do something. Everything will be okay if I believe in myself... Previous - Next
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