today was great.

havent had this sort of day in a while.

ever since flyer.

MKC- great. awesome. SS & science rocked today, for that one reason. In SS people were doing their presentations...oh, and remember how i told you how i always hated being the 'smart' one so i pretended to be dumb and stuff? well...

mck 'forgot' his project.

i totally understand, it sucks. and i doubt he was doing it conciously either.

but then again maybe he really did forget it.

eeehhhhh, who knows. anyway, i was talkin to britney and him the whole time, and britney is the ONLY person that knows that i sorta like MCK, and she kept winking at me. it was really funny. and mck has the cutest smile.... & hes really hot too, but that's not just it. (omg i cant believe im writing this in an online diary that peeps can see)...oh who cares. but he's a lot like flyer except for the fact mck doesnt have that one thing i hated about flyer,... that 'so-called popular' edge. i mean, mck isnt full of himself and if he did have a gf ill bet he wouldnt like, hide it from people.

sometimes i wonder if flyer's gay

i have flyers name written on my hand; and im wondering why i did it. probably because mck asked about it and i was like, "uhh, yeah, thats (name) and i have a ...er, huge crush on him!"

I'm not sure if i still like flyer.

o well.

BHK- oddly enough, i really barely talked to him at all. o yeah, he pretended to follow me into math class, and hes not even in my team. that was about it.

SHK- made a comment about his shoe keychain but that was about it, also.

Random bus person one- wasnt on the bus today. didnt talk to him at all, but he IS hott

Bus person two- yeah, he's nice. i get the vibe that he does sort of like me, and he somehow thinks that by swearing a lot that hell get my attention. yeah, in a negative way!! I hate guys that can't say a sentance without swearing!! i have never heard mck swear as long as ive been here. flyer swore occasionally, but that was that.

i dont know, but i think im giving off some vibe that i dont want to be flirted with to almost every guy but MCK. its retarded.

I'm gonna go wash flyer's name off my hand

and tomorrow i'm going to write just the initials "M-C-K"

unless flyer signs on,

and actually talks to me

with his 'PP magical charm" according to Maria.

the ill be forced to keep his name on my hand

because its hard to get over him,

even if there is someone really great wating around the corner.

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