here's alittle bit of yesterday that i still stick to:

well I have found myself in a not-so-good position here,

Well, two friends down but I still have plenty

contrary to popular belief

cough

the only thing that is keeping me strong nowadays is that I know God is watching over me, that He knows what He is doing, and if this is supposed to happen then so be it. Fighting it's not going to help, so I think I'll just let it go

I feel horrid, yes empty this time. this time I have no idea what I'm facing, and this just sucks

I think

Maria, if you read this, I know it's over, but can we still think of each other without remorse, or hatred? Can we just be accquaintances, not best friends anymore, but do we have to be enemies, sending each other long emails, accusing each other of things we know aren't true? you know I'm not a whore, i know you're not a fat ass.

thank you for a great friendship,

sorry for this misunderstanding,

but if it has to happen, then so be it, God decides, not us.

your last entry really hurt me, and i dont know what I'll do...

let's just stop all this anger and hurt and.. I know you can't and won't forget all the bad things that happened, but please try to remember the good things too, because they happened for a reason also.

thanks for making emily hate me

I STILL regret what happened Friday, (and the times between, recently) but it happened for a reason, so there's no going back on it now

bye, friend, who was always loyal to me, and I was always loyal to you, before I moved,

just, if you ever think of me, try not to think of me with anger, and I'll return the favor.

goodbye for now, I dont think there is anything left for me to say...

except for this will be the last entry in lizzles about mar15241

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