my feelings are splattered everywhere. I'm like a torn up highway, with strips going in every random direction. Anyone can pass through, anyone can see, and my relationships with people are never pure anymore.

thought about a lot today.

and broke up with Nick. I might miss him a little, but it was for the best,...and boys are interchangeable. Right now I have no "soul mate" or perfect person for me. I don't want a long, serious relationship. It scares me. I couldn't do it. I just want to flirt and meet new people and have fun. I don't need any heavy emotional crap.

I have student government tonight and then a lot of homework to do, then I wanna talk to people. Mostly Andrea and Kevin. Might give Lauren a call...she asked me to, and it's been a while since we've talked.

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