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2001-03-07 - 11:12:22 - The 'royal treatment'

Me:everyone in usc sees through blind eyes. It's very much a fantasy world, people believe what they want, and only hear what they want, despite what they've been told is the truth. whatever it seems to be to them it most likely is in their opinion,....there is nothing you or I can do to change that, as long as marc is 'in power'...

My friend:and that relates to USC in what way? no one listens to marc ecept the 8th grade girls

Me:everyone that makes a difference, in my life your life all of our lives are n the disbelieving hands of marc and his 'dogs' (aka andy chris)

my friend: just because chris is a marcist doesn't mean everyone else is, he only messes with people if they bug him first .I just ignored him and everythings ok and no one listens to him anyway, they all develope their own opinions

Me: Marcism: you haven't seen what I've seen, all the trouble he has caused me, yes, people listen, their ears will not hear anything else for theyre trapped believing...believing in a false person, somone who seems great now but will soon no longer dominate

my friend: so just because marc screwed your relationship with chris up doesn't mean he controls everyone's brains and their opinions. People have enough common sense to see past him, except for a guilible few, and whoever does deserves to listen, because they are too sad to make their own choices.

they followed marcs lead, and that's what they deserve

me:this has nothing to do with chris, it has to do with the fact if marc doesnt like you no one does. notice peoples social statuses.Marc faovors Emily therefore everyone else favors emily. marc barely know you therefore everyone else barely knows you. Marc hates me, therefore, everyone else who is under his influence, his horrible, dictatorly influence believes so along with him

this convo was a while ago. I have talked to Marc recently and I found out why he hates me. He thinks I harrass his friends .......................... yup. ........... .......... He thinks I make fun of his friends. uhhuh ........................ He accused me of dissing Chris. ................... What kind of an idiot is Marc anyway? .......................... I'm sure all of you know a marc-type, the popular, person, thinks he's soooooooo hot and better than everyone else, and when he's mad at you he won't tell you why; and neither will anyone else ebecause they're all too busy giving you the silent treatment. Silent trreatment. In my new school I heard of a 'royal treatment' that this one group of girls often give each other. Here is an example in situation A: Gilr one says to girl two: where is girl four? I haven't seen her. ...meanwhile girl three overhears thier convo, but the only thing that is clear to her is girl one said something about girl four. she then decides to tell girl four that girl one was talking about her. Girl four gets very angry and after cussing and shouting at girl one, she stomps off and is pleased with herself. Girl one feels bad, but is too scared to approach girl four, because she is not sure what girl four would say.

the next day in school no one talks to girl one. Every class she is in she sees her friends and others pointing at her, whispering, and giving dirty looks, but no one directly says anything to her. It drives her so insane that she wouldn't mind anyone talking to her even if it's negative. Last period girl four is in the same class as girl one. Girl four keeps giving girl one nasty, intimidating and vengeful looks oh so often that girl one wants to die.

Girl one goes home, not sure of what she did and feeling really sorry for herself. Her mother notices something is wrong and immediately asks her about her problem. Girl one does not want to talk and goes to her room ready to burst into tears. Girl one's mother tells girl ones father and somehow girl ones younger brother finds out too. Girl one just as much steps out of her room to take a pee when she is pestered with many annoying questions like, 'whats wrong dear' and whats troubling you honey and 'why are your eyes all puffy? She feels as if she is going to scream, then throw up then die.

Or maybe she'll do it all at the same time.

with forced nods and false smiles she persuades her parents to believe that there is indeed nothing wrong, she only just now tripped and stubbed her toe. No one notices how unreal her walk is as she pretends to limp back into her room.

The next day as she gets on the schoolbus, enigmatic thoughts rush through her head. they sit and stay just about long enough to leave a mark, and by the time she is at school her whole mind is sore, and her body is tired.

This 'royal treatment' goes on for a few weeks and right when Girl one is about to do something drastic her 'friends' come back and apologize. Girl four feels really bad, and says she never meant any of it, though Girl one is able to look into her eyes, through her lies and into her soul, seeing that girl four truly couldn't care less..............

I'm sure all of us have had this done to them once, twice, or maybe even a few times in their life. I almost did once, but right before that happened I took action and it went away. Like a disease, if you don't fight it before it targets a spot in your body and begins eating away at you, you will perish......

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