Many things happened today.

First off, it was an overall good day. There was almost nothing going on for the most part of it, no fights, no conflicts, except I had to sort of ignore some people. I HATED doing it, but aren't they just pretending to be my friend? So what's the point?

Anyhow, other than that, it was just a usual day. I was pretty happy throughout most of it.

Started the slim fast diet. It's alright I guess, I do feel skinnier. The bars are... well, okay.

I hate journalism, so much. I want to drop it but I don't think mom will let me now.

I have 6th lunch tomorrow...yay:-D

Time trials in track. I suppose I did about average- not at districts yet, but I'll work hard and hopefully improve my running. I'm gonna bring my spikes in too, you know what? I like the 200 better than the 100, and I'm not endurant enough for the 400- so- the 200.

And maybe, once I get my act in gear, I'll do some field events.

Then, after that, I hitched a ride with Christen and Allie (after trying to call Andrea 509685406859 times and her line being busy- stupid brother). Maybe Andrea will go tanning with me tomorrow, and if not then, on Wednesday. Every day this week, to build up a tan. Then, once or twice a week, which is sweet.

I felt so independant today. I was alone at the tanning salon, alone when I walked around and alone waiting for dad (well, independant except for the needing a ride home from someone thing). I cannot WAIT until I can drive.

There is a dancey thing on Friday. I don't have anything to wear...anything that would look good, anyway. I'm so sick of my body, I hope this slim-fast diet eats it all away so it's nothing except for boobs and ass.

and legs.

I feel fat because I ate a chicken pot pie- the diet box SAID to get a wholesome dinner, I figured, carrots, potatoes, chicken, celery- isn't that wholesome??

UGGGG I HATE MY FAT SIDES

Tomorrow I'm going tanning again, I hope they work us hard in track, I need to slim down-

I need to stop that. I've got to realize that the only thing dragging myself down is me. It's that way in everything.

I have schoolwork to do, a book to read, and sleep to ...um..sleep

LOVE!:-D

Liz

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