tonight was awesome...
well, yesterday was awesome
i worked then matt came over to spend the night. he said "i don't want to do anything sexual. well, i do, but i don't want you to think that that's all I want...it's not, I really care about you so much, I want you to see it"
so we hung out and eventually just fell asleep and as usual, it was awesome sleeping next to him...even though he snored cos he's sick...hehe...
and we spent the day together. we ran errands, got a postage thing for me from Wegmans and got his paycheck, cashed it, got pizza, mailed my pants i sold on ebay to linda in texas. went back to his place and slept on the couch.
and looking back on the whole day, how comfortable and happy i was to be around him. It'll be 6 months soon. Sure we have our problems, and i get so so so upset about things and hold it all in then just BITCH like crazy- but really, i love him. he's great. he means a whole lot to me and I'd never want to lose him...
anyway. After hanging out with Matt I went to the basketball game with Lauren, Laura and Jessie...we had a kickass time, making fun of things and being ourselves. We saw Chris and Conor, Chris who called me when we were right next to each other on the bleachers and Conor shoved his head in Laura's boobs.
We had many a chat, about how you can tell younger girls from older girls cos younger girls wear like nothing and walk al bitchylooking and older girls just dont care.
then we went to baby's, and all these people came in after us. Aja so has a sparkle belt...who called it?
dan v. and tim r. and some random girls walked in, it was cool to see them for a second...then dan was off to mitch's and i told him to tell mitch i say hi...mitch is my 3rd period buddy, we always chill and talk...mitch is really awesome to talk to, he's real smart and deep and interesting. i'm sad i won't have that study hall anymore. but i'll have fashion and tech, which is cool.
so lauren, jessie, laura and i are driving and some random guy is like HEY COME TO THE D U FRAT! and we were like, eh alright...cos we were sposed to go to matt's but he was still at that price party, and going to go on his way home- so we needed something to do...so we go to this frat. and we stand outside debating whether we should ring the doorbell, and we do, and some weird guy gets it and is all COME ON IN GIRLSTH.
and as laura is saying at this very moment next to me- "it was so lame"
there were sooo many guys... and most were not hot.
there was like one chick, all the guys were playing beer pong and i think they were trying at something cos they kept saying LADIESTH THE BEER ISTH OVER DERE.
but i didn't drink cos i drove
and the guy who told us to go there was named Steve and VERY attractive. i was noting this to the girls and, i guess he heard me cos he was standing right there. it was interesting.
anyway we leave...drop jessie off at home. go to matt's. it's him and goins and we just hang out and talk for a while. it was alright...they're obsessed with their car shows. matt got all mad cos we had been at that frat for 10 minutes. i'll bet, in his head, he imagines us all naked and panting with guys drunkenly licking us all over and sex and rape and murder
but really we stood by the trash can in the corner for 10 minutes and no one talked to us except Hot Steve. and his weird friends. "who are not hot. at all. not even a little. not even a bit. ew." says laura.
and then we went back toooo mi casa and we're here. lauren left with nick consodine, i guess there's a party downtown and me and laura could have gone but we're real tired, and she has to work tomorrow morning, so it's all good.
and now we are going to get a drink
and i think tomorrow i might see a movie with the girls then see matt... myyyy loven

goodnite

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