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2005-02-17 - 10:32 p.m. - girls Fearsum87: i know liz, he doesn't deserve you I don't want to ever be in love again. this is horrible. this is fucking everything up except for school because I did homework tonight at home instead of saving it for lunch cos i didn't go see matt after work. so maybe that's an upside. I can be so happy. I'm so sad. I'm isolating myself from him because he needs to understand what he does is wrong. he can't have those girls over like that. it makes me so uncomfortable and so upset to even think about him showing up with those three girls, two of which i cannot trust and I just don't know what goes down. I hear about it from one, she goes on about it like it's the coolest thing that my boyfriend invites her over. sometimes I wonder if I'm happy cos I just ignore things and pretend they don't bother me, but when he just goes and does this...after I told him how uncomfortable it made me, how upsetting it was to think about...why can't he just get a ride with Will or Goofy? He used to ride with them all the time. Why all those chicks now? It's just so shady, because I don't even hear about it from him, I hear about it from those chicks and they think they're so cool for it. And shove it in my face. and make me feel like CRAP. and I go to matt with it, and instead of saying..no liz..thats not how it is...dont feel like that.. he just gets mad. I'm gonna try to get Andrew to come to Ed's on Friday. and that's all there is now to say.
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