went to new york, saw parson's and pratt.
i really want to go to parson's. i guess i just have really silly dreams right now... where i go to new york and so does matt- maybe at a suny school or something for business.
a lot of change has happened recently.
im giving my retard schedual a facelift and getting out after 5th period cos now that i don't need math...i don't need the extra period.
i'm sorry i poked at people last entry, i'm just sick of the gossip that i know goes on. i made a huge, huge mistake and i don't want people to know, much less talk about it degradingly-they do it to their own friends, why not me?
i guess i'm just really ashamed and embarassed still.
and so confused about my life.
but i saw a different world at Parson's. I saw people like me walking around, people who had an abstract dream that they want so badly to make into a reality, people who want to work for their passion because they have faith in themselves.
schedule needs a facelift.

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